I don’t understand…
So yesterday I had like 6 people tell me that I was really pretty over on my main Tumblr after I posted some pictures of my new hair (I just dyed it from a red-blonde to dark brown) And now today I’ve had two people tell me they could actually see me playing Meera Reed on Game of Thrones (one of my more impossible dreams I can’t let go of) And I just can’t even right now with all the feelings I am having.
Normally I have a strong confidence, but I’ve also got really low self esteem a lot of the time, so having all of these people tell me these things when I wasn’t even looking for a confidence boost, but needed one, has just made my day. And…I don’t know. I just kind of love all of my followers for being so nice to me. Thank you.
Especially to the people who complimented me who I don’t even know. I mean, I appreciate my friends all the same when they say that stuff to me, but when someone I don’t talk to regularly or don’t know at all says it, it carries more weight sometimes. And especially the people who said they could see me as Meera, that means a lot to me. And I know plenty of people would disagree and say I look nothing like her and couldn’t play her and such, but regardless, it’s something I want and could actually be good at, and to see other people supporting that just…I can’t even begin to describe how it makes me feel. When it comes to my acting, I’ve never had anyone understand, and though I have friends who support me, it’s nice when someone knows exactly who the character is that I’m talking about, and doesn’t lash out on me for saying I want to play them, but encourages me to do so. So thank you.
This has been a post with lots of feelings. I’m not even sorry.